my conciliatory to fallacy

my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"

memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze

Monday, October 18

im up from sahur.was suppose 2 talk wit julz but she din wake up.she was still aslp wen i called.din wanna disturb her beauty sleep.she needs it 2 be all pretty 4 me..hehe.no shame at all.thers nothing on tv except days of our lives.wen in the blue hell will this show end i will not know.haha.im listenin 2 "My Chemical Romance's, Cemetery Drive".very kewl drums.went out wit julz on sat.was suppose 2 go out wit huda & gang but my baby had no plans.cudnt juz let her hav no plans.we went out 2 orchard n broke fast at takas mc.saw 1 of the sg idols dat got in 2 the top 15 ting but hes out a long time ago.very good looking stud.n i mean very.4got his name lah.we then proceeded 2 bazaar geylang.not dat packed but definately it will be in a few days time.we bought ourselves "ayam percik", "ayam madu" & my all time favourite "deng deng".lol there was this 1 stall who advertised his deng deng in a funny way."deng deygay deng deng!!" haha.hilarious.we stumbled across ridwan.nice haircut.looks pretty much the same except 4 the hair.he seemed very nervous.so was i.it was those akward moments.ya noe.wen u see a fren n u have no idea wat 2 say or wat 2 ask n ur just standing all smiley n stuff.lol.i hate wen that happens.luckily julz was bein a "makcik kepo" hehehe..went 2 werk yez.dillah was sweet enuff 2 bring 4 hazman & i nasi goreng dat she cooked.thanxx a mill lohan!.haha.work was very relaxing.i had not much 2 do cuz i had no stock 2 do n i was working in the store room.juz tidied here n there.did alot n i mean ALOT of dancing in there..haha.yes i danced all by myslef like a stupid idiot in the store room.lol.luckily now its a must 2 close the store room door.haha.i can dance all 2 my private self....???suddenly i just noticed dat sounds all wrong......lol....
back home, off the run, singing songs that make you slit your wrist, it isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun, so i won't stop dying, won't stop lying, if you want i'll keep on crying
did you get what you deserve? is this what you always want me for?

i miss you, i miss you so far and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard - Cemetery Drive by My Chemical Romance

||my heart.bled||5:42 AM