my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Thursday, October 28

I stayed up from sahur.kinda tired though but i have enuff time 2 sleep later since i finish skool at 11.ill sleep till my head falls off.hehe.will be goin 2 julz house later 2 break fast n do my project.damn.its a like a week due n i JUST started.dats crazy.haiz.final year sucks.i still have no clue wat im goin 2 do afta i graduate.it sucks.it really does.ill miss my ite frenz.loved ite life rather than my secondary since my sec days was a total screw up..juz like i am.hehe.this week has been a very emotional 1 4 me.i have no clue y.but i always ponder "will i ever get my piece?".sometimes it seems dat sacrifices are relentless..tiring..unworthy.y do ppl do the tings they do?even if i ask a scientist,hell give me some complicated chim-a-lolagy deduction.but 2 me i gez its just human of us humans.sigh..im tired.not out there but in there.luckily some things in life r so beautiful dat they just make me feel so much lighter,they lighten up my load which is wat i needed all this while.but even though how much i laff or smile.itll neva be taken away.i gez its stuck wit me n oh how much i wish it wasnt true.ill have 2 except the fact..well..i gez i have been doing dat ever since.hmm..its 6:22 now..i tink id betta get ready 2 go 2 skool..yes.skool still sucks.but certain frenz dont..

||my heart.bled||6:07 AM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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