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Thursday, November 4 Must it b always like this.y must ppl always take advantage of me.y do they fuck me like im a motherfuckin whore.do i look DAT pathetic?do i seem so timid?do i let ppl step onto my head dat they think they can do it over n over again?Im sick of it.hav been thru all this years.screw evrythin dats all pink,yellow,orange flowery n shit.screw anythin dats beautiful.screw this shit hell hole.SCREW LIFE!!
"Relient K - More Than Useless"
I feel like, I would like
to be somewhere else
doing something that matters
not I lay here, or I sit here
my mind walks away
and my thoughts are together
Whats the purpose, it feels worthless
so I'm haunted by the lost of my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared,, scared that I'll fail you
And sometimes I think
that I'm not any good at all
and sometimes, I wonder why
I'm even here at all
but then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right
do something right for once
So I say if I can
do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
ain't nothing trival, to let me give you will
measure up to what might have replaced it
to Ray Brook, not day break
respectful to days
that were empty and now gone
and knock back, the regret
a road to get me to improve in the long run
And sometimes I think
that I'm not any good at all
sometimes, I wonder why
I'm even here at all
but then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right
do something right for once
I’m a little more than useless
and never knew I knew this
its gonna the day, gonna be the day
that I will do something right
do something right for once.
I know this, I know this
weak is the symbol of how I use my time
resented, I spent it
convincing myself
the worlds doing just fine
without me!!
I’m doing anything with any consequence
without me!!
showing anytime with never making sense
of my time, its my life
and my right to use it like I should
like he would, for the good
of everything that I would ever know
I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right
do something right for once ||my heart.bled||5:12 PM
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