my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Thursday, November 4

Must it b always like this.y must ppl always take advantage of me.y do they fuck me like im a motherfuckin whore.do i look DAT pathetic?do i seem so timid?do i let ppl step onto my head dat they think they can do it over n over again?Im sick of it.hav been thru all this years.screw evrythin dats all pink,yellow,orange flowery n shit.screw anythin dats beautiful.screw this shit hell hole.SCREW LIFE!!

"Relient K - More Than Useless"

I feel like, I would like
to be somewhere else
doing something that matters
not I lay here, or I sit here
my mind walks away
and my thoughts are together


Whats the purpose, it feels worthless
so I'm haunted by the lost of my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared,, scared that I'll fail you
And sometimes I think
that I'm not any good at all
and sometimes, I wonder why
I'm even here at all
but then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this

and do something right
do something right for once

So I say if I can
do something significant
I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted
ain't nothing trival, to let me give you will
measure up to what might have replaced it

to Ray Brook, not day break
respectful to days
that were empty and now gone
and knock back, the regret
a road to get me to improve in the long run

And sometimes I think
that I'm not any good at all
sometimes, I wonder why
I'm even here at all
but then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right
do something right for once

I’m a little more than useless
and never knew I knew this
its gonna the day, gonna be the day
that I will do something right
do something right for once.

I know this, I know this
weak is the symbol of how I use my time
resented, I spent it
convincing myself
the worlds doing just fine
without me!!
I’m doing anything with any consequence
without me!!
showing anytime with never making sense
of my time, its my life
and my right to use it like I should

like he would, for the good
of everything that I would ever know

I'm a little more than useless
when I think that I can't do this
you promise me that I'll get through this
and do something right
do something right for once

||my heart.bled||5:12 PM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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