my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Friday, December 10

so sad.jullz went 2 msia n shell be there till nex tues.its gonna suck not having here with me.well went out with man n irwin 2 watch blade just now.nice movie.not a penny wasted..went 2 winz house after dat.it was kinda boring lepaking at esplanade cuz there werent any chicks around.hehe.thats y we went 2 winz house.i feel so unhappy.din get enuff of julz b4 she went off.wed work but on tues we had fun.we celebrated our anniversary.we postponed it due 2 financial stuff.hehe.but the wait was well worth it.it was PERFECT.
- 07 December 2004
i went out early 2 buy some stuff.so emberassing 2 go 2 a bra shop in the wee hours of the morning.i was so nervous.i bought 4 julz a pair of bra that she told me she liked wen we browsed dat shop quite some time ago.La Senza or sumting like dat la the shops name.there was this malay sales person in the shop.while i was waiting 2 pay 4 my "tings" she turned n lookd at my direction.so i smiled out of courtesy.but wat i got instead was a face as if i was some kinda perverted freak buying bras in the morning so i can sniff them later aftnoon.sheesh.dat even made me more emberassed.passed that n met julz at serangoon station.she was kinda late so dats y i took the nel n met her there.we went 2 city hall cuz i wantd 2 waste time as i actually bought tix 4 the duck ride.shes been wanting 2 take dat ride ever since i can remember.n wat more of a better timing 4 me to take her on the ride on our anniversary celebration.It was very fun n bumpy.i really enjoyed it especially went it went on the sea.it was kewl.julz n i was like singing the stupid duck theme song over n over during the ride."on the duck tour.......'click'..'click..on the......duck tour.....'click'" haha.it was fun.after the ride we went 2 taka.we went 4 lunch/dinner at breeks.julz paid 4 it.she insisted cuz she felt guilty not planning or doing anything on our anni.haha.cute n humble of her.i gave her a pair of perlinis earings wen we were having our dessert.its a good ting she only likes normal round earings.hehe.if not i wudnt know wat kinda earings 2 get 4 her.hope she likes it.looks fabulous on her.well wat doznt lk fabulous on her.shes like a goddess.put anything on her n she looks good on it no matter wat.We then went 2 singapore river to end the day.i brought a file full of our past memories,pictures,cards,gifts.anything dat cud stur up memories.we sat there talked bout it.enjoyed the kewl breeze.enjoyed our company.it was heaven.i then read Julz the poem i wrote 4 our anni.hope she likes it.its kinda a tradition, the poem ting.it was great..the kewll air.her company.the wet floors.the slight drizzle.what we wanted.best thing was we din even have 2 ask 4 it.PEREFCT.ended the day wen i sent her home.haha.sempat seh kiter make out.hahah.n boy di we really make out.mentang mentang dia da 18.haha.a day that ill neva 4get.our 1 yr anniversary.n those 2 come.cant wait.

||my heart.bled||1:37 AM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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