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Monday, December 13 Cudnt write yez n day before due 2 sum stuff.but ill write it here instead
- 10 December 2004
went 2 skool 4 drama practiz.met winz earlier cuz he wantd 2 do the TX card.member jakun shez.haha.slenger ar bdk 2.went 2 eat at circuit rd afta pract.been awhile since i ate the nasi ayam goreng there.missed it.but not as much as how much i missing julz ryte now.i so want her 2 come back now.if i cud go there n steal here away i wud.then went 2 work.had a migrain at work on the last hour.4 2 weeks isetans gonna close late till 1030.dat sucks.well my migrain wasnt gettin betta.instead i even felt like vomitting in the store room.multiple times i tried vomitting but i cudnt.it was very irritating that it wudnt come out but it wantd 2.it made me weak.cudnt take it.ah cat gave me vicks n 4 the very 1st time i used viicks on my head.i HATE using those medical oil things.vicks,minyak kappak.u name it it.i hate it.but ah cat din 1na leave till i put it on.so wat the heck.haha.but i went 2 the toilet n washed it off as soon as she went out.haha.i went back by train.slpt in there like a drunken dude.dat was the end of dat migrain day.
- 11 December 2004
was suppose 2 meet aidil at his house n go meet man at city hall 2 go to the gig at RP.but my kak aidah n abg uteh came 2 SG 4 a surprise visit.they came in the morning like 3 am or sumting.crazy huh.anwz.b4 meetin the guyz at city hall i went out wit abg uteh 2 lavender 2 buy tixx 4 them 2 leave the very next day.haha.slenger seh kiter.goin there we took the wrong bus.coming back oso we took the wrong 1.ahah.4got 2 cross lah.hehe.met man there.aidil just woke up so we decided 2 meet him at the poly.tix sales was at the door.4 bucks.gd price 4 dat gig since alot of the gd bands were playin dat day.man wish i cud be on the stage.wen will it be my turn.im hopin.keeping my fingers cross.it so kewl 2 see them perform.i wanna do that.patience.one day.one day.din stay till the last 2 bands cuz man had a curfew n my family was waiting lavendar to eat TULANG!!my fav.temaned aidil 2 city links HMV b4 meeting my folks.we never eat as a family except wen my sis's around.shes like the stapler between my mom n i.but wen shes not there its our own world again.something i prefer.i dun know y.but maybe cuz im used 2 loneliness.the gig was fun.alota crazy pple there as expected.alota chicks 2.hehe.some of them were like sooooo hot.hehe.but i wudnt want my gf 2 b like them.i like mine the way she is.theyre 2 wild n crazy 4 me.not my type.the local bands r gettin betta.jealous i am.wen m i goin 2 do that.i cant wait.im dying 2 let it out.but my shyness is still in my blood n veins.damn i hate myself.well anw kak aidahs goin back 2mro.kinda fun having her here.the only family member i can communicate with.
well as 4 2day.sent kak aidah n abg uteh.stupid taxi driver.dun even knoe where hes goin.might as well let me be in the drivers seat.speaking of driving im still having second thots bout taking a car license cuz if i do have 1 wat use do i have on it if i dun have a car ryte?still thinking bout that.its not cheap 2 buy a car.its ex.n its like wayyyy exxxxxx.damn u SG..haha.nahz.i still appreciate my country.for some of the finer things they have that is.haha.work was ok 2day.alot of minahs came by.all acting jambu n stuff.melampau u.haha.took the train wit hazman or shud i say patrick.haha.slenger nye bdk.as if im not slenger eh.hehe.i miss julz.now i know how she feels wen i leave her 2 go 2 KL."i miss you, i miss you"..think ill go cut my hair 2mro b4 going 4 drama practiz.yeah.it is in a nuisance ryte now......cut
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