my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Wednesday, January 12

im goin 2 work later.took off last sunday 2 go 2 a gig at substation.it was rad.but in the middle of it sucked cuz they were playing ska,reggae n skinhead songs.went with slim.haha.she lost her glasses when sum1 staged dived n while moshing.she so din wanna b part of it.saw alota frends there.sum i din expect 2 see even.saw zul.dat shit head was there trying 2 experience sumting new.haha.he lked so dumb.felt like shouting n pointing 2 him "this boys in2 techno n roxy!hes a fag!".haha.cruel.wud have laughed watchin zul being beat up 2 smitherins.i sin.listening 2 three cheers 4 sweet revenge since early mornin.gerards face n voice reminds me of the guy from the white stripes.they lk so similar.n they sound similar 2.alota gd bands played.it was cool 2 see the unity of the skinheads.so 2gether.like a gay teacher with his pet student.emberassing 2 see a punk grinding,skangking 2 the beats of reggea.shit heads.dun now wat those motherfuckers r doin wearing misfits or exploited jackets.Never2Late was oh so sweet.haiz.so pretty she was.n a gd voice 2 she had.chicks in 2 bands.so turn me on.haha.must admit Generation 69 was awesome.they played like they were on radio.so flawless.with all them skinheads moshing around while they were playing.Rancour livend up all those little shit heads punks that were underaged n acted like they wer drunk 2 go crazy.stupid faggs.but the band was good.Main highlight 4 me was Dyna Turmoil.they reek of evilness.i moshed.gt injured.camera in 1 hand n md in other.was more afraid 4 them then my own life.responsibilty 2 things that arent yurs.but they were sick.every1 of them.they played with such gracing brutality.thats an oxymoron.i hate myself.wens it gonna be my turn 2 b up there.when.i wanna kill 2.patience is having its toll on me.went 2 court yez.it was more serious that i imagined it wud b.the judged fortold my destiny.it wasnt mine 2 choose.well.im 200 $ richer now.an onion a day keeps the vampires at bay.

||my heart.bled||1:48 PM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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