| my diffident.self |
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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
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Saturday, January 1 i read a book once.bout a life of a boy.he wasnt normal.he had parents that were divorced.a step dad that was trying 2 replace his dad.he almost 4got he had siblings.his mom beated him.made him cry.made him bled.made him suffer his existence.he had frenz but none were true.none that would really live up 2 the real meaning of friendship.he was also not those popular guys.well not even known in skool or anywhere else.he din have looks.he hated his own reflection when he looked in2 the mirror.he had no life.n he wished he din.he had a pathetic childhood where there was no fun n games.no toys.he wud get locked at home frequently n cudnt even go out n play.he even tried 2 commit suicide once.but he was lucky enuf 2 have met the girl of his dreams.but shes 2 humble.or 2 blind 2 see.how beautiful she is.she doznt noe dat shes 2 good 2 be true cuz shes 2 busy being negative bout herself.shes blinded by her own beauty n grace.but disadvantages comes with beauty.he has 2 put up wit ppl adoring her.even worshiping her while hes there beside her.hes living in her shadows.cuz shes 2 good 4 him.betta.above him.she doznt noe.he does.ppl crave 4 her.ppl fantasize her.but he cant do anything cuz hes 2 nice.hes 2 chicken.has been.always will his entire life.she thinks ppl r being xtra nice 2 her.but he noes their real motive.shes being 2 nice 2 them.they question that.but he noes well.nothing is perfect.except 4 nothingness.thats perfection.if he had collected the tears he had shed over those past years he cud have showered a rain of tears.every day n night passes as he tells himself that life has no meaning.it was a long story.about an eighteen year old boy.whose life was unsignificant.there was no end 2 that book.the pages ran out n died.the author didnt finish the book.he din have 2.destiny wud have done it 4 him.i cried reading that book.as i wiped my tears dry.i closed the book.there it wrote....my life. |
| my vestige.journey |
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| scar.your words |
| dreaming.a reality |
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les paul guitar |
