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Sunday, September 11 im in love.i mean i was in love but ive fallen in love again.i gez dats the way to explain it.ah.i dun noe how 2 describe it.haha.just gt back home.haha.today was magical.it was perfect.but most importantly i was with her.the day cudnt have been any better.lets start frm the begining.i met julz at orchard at 3+ i gez.& when i saw her it was llike the first time i laid eyes on her.she was so gorgeous in her dress.she looked so beautiful.she looked so speechless.so perfect.she was the angel above me in my eyes.so tunning.i cudnt stop complimenting her cuz i cudnt stop melting just by walking beside her.she made me all fuzzy like an ol discman that needs repairs.we ate at swensons.our first time eating there together.been planning 4 so long.so full seh.it was nice.the mood was so right.ahhhh.im all smilly juz thinkin bout it again.she looked so pretty when the sun shone on her.her cheeks glowed more radiantly with such joy,beauty.i felt like a member of the carebears everytime i set my eyes on her.haha.
we then proceeded to esplanade.sat for awhile to releive our stomaches & wathched typewriter play 3 songs or so & went to "chocolate bar" for our desert.first time there.it was kewl.it felt right & special especially with her.i tried the "suckao" & julz ate the croissont thing & we shared a vanilla ice cream with milk chocolate.were gonna go there again 1 day 2 try other stuff.it looked very tempting.we'll be back bald man!!haha.after filling our already full stomaches with more such delicate delights we went to where the lights,sky & atmosphere is spelled with a capitol J & Z.but this time we sat facing the side of fullerton where the restaurant was.it was a breezy night.& the lights of the fullerton was as bright as our spirits.we sat,lepaked & even took a nap.hahaha.specificly me till 1230 or so & went 2 Mac to buy supper/midnight snacks.hahaha.boy oh boy did we eat alot 2day.haha
then the momment of truth foor mme came as i finally played & sang julzs' song.FINALLY.haha.after hard werk on it.it din come out right for thhe first 2 times.haha.but i sorta got it on the third.sheesh.like it was not nervous enuff playing infront oh her but evrytime i looked into her eyes i shook more & my nervousness got to overdrive.haha.but it was great to see the smile on her face & that she almost cried.it was sweet.she's sweet.man im so in love.i hope she likes the song.it took alota courage for me to do what i had to.haha.zan singing.haha.never get ah.once in a lifetime opportunity.haha.but most importantly im glad that she took me back into her life cuz my life wud be nothing without her.im so happy.no werds can describe how i feel & how perfect today was.i wana grow old with you my swan princess.i wana have a house with you.have kids, grandchildren & our grandchildrens grandchildren.hahahaha.i know i wunt regret living life with her in it to be by my side.thats the longest weve been out b4.got the taxi at 3 i think.stupid standard chattered thing made all the rooads close so we had to walk quite abit.but it was worth it ;)
i cant wait to live life with her.to experience & involve her in my lifes journey in as many things as possible.ive met the one...."ill pity the woman who marries me that isnt you.cuz even though ill marry her you'll always forever be in my heart.a permanent part of it.cuz i'll never love someone else the way i love you."
trust our love my dear
and i'll see you here next year
||my heart.bled||4:20 AM
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