my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Sunday, October 2

OMG!!!!!!!this is the best belated birthday celebration & present ivve evr had in the 19 yrs of my life.hahaha.eventhough it was shortlived.went out to meet julz at oorchard at 7.she looked so hot in the mango top i bought.hope she loves it.hhaha.banyak nyer kener bayar bender kat seoul garden.haha.she surprised me.i was so shocked when i found out that we were eating there.haha.it was my first time.it was so kewl seh!!its a DIY restaurant/buffet thingy.haha.awesome.so jakun sehz.haha.we ate till our stomachs cud literally explode.haha.so fuuunnnnnn.loved it.& then it was time for my presie.haha.she gave me this small gift which i tot was a ring or a bracelet.& when i opened it up it was batteries.& then she took out this HUGE box that was wrapped in newspaper out her bag.banyak dier punyer bawak alik baju nak cuci.hahahaha.there were so many layers of wrapping.the suspennse was killing me.i was gentle at first but i cudnt wait so i juz tore, tore & tore.hahaha.& omg!!!!there it was.right infront of my eyes.A ZOOM G2 GUITAR EFFECT PEDAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how sick is that.its by far THE most expensive & kewlest & sickest birthday presie ive ever had.the converse shoe that julz gt 4 my bday last yr is second.KKKEERRRAAAYZZYZZYY SIALL!!!!!!!hahaha.not only did i so wantd my own effect pedal.i gt the kewlest & nicest one around.3rd generatiion dude!!!!!hahaa.im very2 grateful to my swan princess.she noes how to spoil me so much.love being spoiled by her.AAAARRRRGGHHH!!!!!! still cant beleive it seh!!!!!!!best seh.ive yet 2 try it.gonna call julz in awhile later.she has the SMRT challenge 2mro.dun want her 2 slp too late.well after the whole ordeal we went 2 taka toy department & i forced her to take a picture of her wearing this tigger & winnie the pooh cap thingy.she looked so darn kiut in it.hahahaha.mcm nak tendang dier jer.EEEEEEEEEE!!!!geram!!!!hahaha.then went 2 sit at espla 4 awhile & she took 56 wit me to TP & took the 2nd last bus back to sengkang.AAARRGGHHH.im so happy.VERY HAPPY!!!!!!hhahaha.cant wait 2 try it.no more manans' 606 pedal 4 me anymore.can give it back 2 aidil.muahahaha.im so happy.did i say that im happy?well i am.very.

I love you. No matter what mood you're in
I'll try my best to make you smile, even for awhile
I'll fight the temptation to loose. i'll never give in
Even if it means, sometimes letting you win

Don't be sorry for you're behaviour
'Cause all i care is having you beside me
Please don't regret what you say my sweetest dear
'Cause i just love the words that come from your lips

Feelings will come & go
So close your eyes & take a breather
& let all the good things flow
so you'll feel much better

Your eyes tell a thouand stories
With the pages of content in your face
But i'll be here with you all the way
To be with you no matter where your mood sways



i still cant believe she got me a G2 ZOOM effect pedal =)

||my heart.bled||12:20 AM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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