| my diffident.self |
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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
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Monday, October 10 its nt even a week of puasa & i feel like its been a month.nt gettin a new baju kurung this yr.waste money 4 wat.the ol 1 that julzs mom did 4 me is still perfectly fine.went jamming just now.was kinda boring to be playing the same ol song over again but it was sick that we pleyd above me in hyper speed.just like rufio!!!!hahaha.so proud.cant wait to jam the new songs.excited juz talking bout it.goin to break fast with the classmates 2mro.nt sure where.hope ill have fun.nt been myself lately 4 the past few months.exam is next week.& my brain cells are still filled with crap & more crap.subject of my life this week?maturity.becoming a "man".i dun know y sum ppl think dat bein in NS means yur a man.such stereotypes.i mean u just train.u dun actually go 4 war.to me you become a real man when yur faced with the biggest obstacle in your life & the decision that u make shall be the greatest sacrifice of all.THATS when u become a man.or when u get married.have responsibilities.n like fucking tons of it.putting on a uniform doznt make u a man.what actions u do makes u one.& i cant beleive that ppl are so serious nowadays.ive always..ALWAYS led the life of no matter how old you are.your never to old to be a kid at heart.cuz then life wud be darn boring.but ppl around me beg to differ.they want me to change.they want me to grow up.& its sad that the closest to me agree.my parents have been doing it since i was 10.but i dint care.i looked foward to life outside this hell hole which they call home.but now...i have nowhere to look foward to.i gez i have to change now.for better or for worse. |
| my vestige.journey |
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| scar.your words |
| dreaming.a reality |
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les paul guitar |
