my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Saturday, October 1

why do NS guys like to talk about their boring daily NS lives.even when theyre out of camp??i mean by all means talk all u want bout it in camp but i wonder why do they talk bout it outside when they go there evry single day for 2 yrs & they do what other NS guys do & stil wanna talk bout it outside camp.i mean if it were me ill be more then glad to not talk bout NS life outside cuz ill b sick of it.im sick of hearing it.always have been.hate it when ppl around me talk bout NS lah,future lah, marriage lah,career lah,religion lah..im not that sorta guy.i hate talking & thinking about the future.im not a future guy.past?depends.but definately the present.cuz u live today.u dun noe if u will 2mro.so y think of wat will happen later wen u dun noe where ull be?i noe its gd to plan ahead.but wat if u wun even be alive the next day?so dun bother.itll juz stress you out.live life to the fullest today cuz u dun noe what 2mro brings.appreciate the time NOW instead of later.

went out wit aidil,went 2 tamp to find crepes but the shop might be under renovation or its gone 4 gd.saw julz b4 she went 2 werk & we headed off to orchard 2 meet winz.went 2 far east.sat at lucky mcD & met man & ana at city hall in the late evening.that was when they started 2 have the "guy" conversations bout NS while eating at BK.i just cudnt listen.hate talking,listening bout the future.ii totally become sumone else wen that happens..sigh.then went 2 tamp 2 pick up julz.met hazman & nizam.& had supper at the usual place with julz.feeling tired now.2mro in the wee hours of the morning i have 2 go 2 skool to get an example of the DBF pproject.goin home 2 change & rest then meetin julz 2 celebrate my belated bday after that.cant wait..

because you live life today

& will never know if you will tommorrow


||my heart.bled||1:13 AM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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