my conciliatory to fallacy

my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"

memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze

Sunday, October 23

juz gt back home frm werk.quite boring today.but good lah.better then having ppl asking u to take this,that & all sorts of shit.oh & there was this lady who asked me frm which animal did the fur frm one the jackets came from.& im like "HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW??!!!!DO I LOOK LIKE A POACHER OR A ZOOALIGIST OR SUMTING??!!!!"...in that short seconds that was between her question & my answer my imagination took me to great heights.hahha.i wish i cud have said that but being the kiss ass werkaholic that i am i told her id go & ask my supervisor.apparently its man made,it doesnt come frm any animal.so i assume in my head that its dyed pubic hair frm some silly fag or sumting.k.randomeness.oh & there was this oh so sweet girl that was shopping with her mom & brothers.shes like so sweet with her short hair & glasses.looked kinda yough though but very sweet indeed.i think the brothers kinda had the vibe that i was "checkin out" their little sister cuz they were looking at me all funny & stuff.....or they cud be gay & cudnt control their temptations to seduce me.hhahaha.im so vain with a capitol E for extra.k.randomness again.so happy.gez cuz my baby sent me home & i missed her company.so sweet of her to waste an hour with me in the bus juz to get down & get into her bus.LEH.oh & there was this damn disgusting dirty ol ah pek in the bus.he smelled awfull & kept spitting in the bus.he turned & talked to me sumting bout bus fares,conductors,20 dollars & getting of the bus & shit.hahaha.& i was like ah yah watever lah ahpek while julz was answering her phone.

yeztaday was quite a drag.supposedly we were suppose to buka with the ol SC gang & mr lim.but apparently mr lim cudnt make it & the ol sc that came down was,well how shud i say this.but.OLD.hahaha.like the batch a yr b4 mine.haha.in the end we ended up going to geylang ourselves.julz had plans wit her ol sec school mates.im having mine next week.but no high hopes or watsoeva.cuz usually it never turns up well.my mac siao2 liao.gez my hard disk is damaged or sumting.hate to format my disk & loose all my precious mp3s.6 gigabyte of songs man.& thats filtered,erased alot of shit i dun listen to juz to make space on this darn comp.need to get a new comp.haiz.money.arrrghh.klah.better go eat snacks & watch tv now.play guitar later.woohhooo.dare devil on tv soon!!!coolness.

aidil.irwin.me trying to act emo & shit.haha.photo taken infront of the toilet.how sweet.

oh & wats up with kids taking picts over their head when they cant even see their own face in the pict.doesnt that defeat the purpose of having a picture taken?i mean like wat?dats emo?argh.pls lah."oh look at me so emo with my sad face that you cant see cuz im so dumb that i dun know how to take pictures & all u can see is the top of my head."stereotypical.i wonder if theres such a thing as monotypical or dholbytypical ke.k.randomness again.

||my heart.bled||11:30 PM