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Thursday, November 17 depressed?feel like crying all the time?thoughts of suicidal tendencies?lethargic?need help?
yes please.i need hope.i need faith.in the movie daredevil, the priest told matt murdoc that a man without fear has no faith.i wish i could go in that tv set & pull him by his white collared suit & scream in his face "THATS SO FUCKING BULLSHIT YOU WHITE HAIRED PIECE OF NONSENSICLE LARD!!!" & continue eating my chips.i have fear.fucking loads of it.do i have faith?no.hope?dun bother asking.i have fears.but why dont i feel as lithe as a birds bone.or even a boner.......do birds have a boner??wait a minute.what am i tallking about.of course they do.then how the hell do the guy birds get it on with the girly birds & have eggs for us to eat?ryte?yeah.ryte.
whats the point?im in your room.is this turning you on?am i turning you on?
oops.rantings of lyrics from taking back sundays' great romance of the 20th century there.
i cant help myself.who will?
its always mothers teaching.look out for yourself
im a liar.telling myself half as much as lies
i tell mom & dad
im sorry.for a second.i take that back
so for a moment ill see that look on your face
that look on your face
ill never be a leader.& ill never be a follower
but ill follow you if you ask me to
im no martyr.im no scientist or even a phsyciatrist
dun make me comprehend
dun make me set stepping stones on your pathway
the way my decisions were made
is the way id like yours to be
its not worth sharpening that old rusty knife
gentle flowers are not meant
but ill never live up to you
expectations i never lived in
difference sets us apart from everyone else
just like you.and me.and them
you.me.them.
i dont know what the fuck that is i juz wrote.but what the hell.its my rantings.its me.
bang!bang!bang!
||my heart.bled||1:45 AM
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