my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Saturday, November 5

ho ho ho.camat hari royo.hahah.its hari raya all over again & im listening to chapter 4 by avenged sevenfold.actually i kinda hated them last time.m shadows with his stupid power metal voice & those god damn metal riffs & solos accompanied by my fav punk rock beats.but now??I LOVE EM!!!hahaha.though i dun like the new album city of evil though.its too metal 4 my taste.not hxc ah.hahah.i like hxc.hxc is good 4 your gums.

wait.wat the hell did all that about A7X & hxc have to do with raya again??hahaha.random rantings gone loose again.hahaha.juz gt home,well not just but.alah paham2 je lah.hahaha.gt back frm meeting julz,ate kfc tried the fish ole' which was used to be called the big catch way in the retro years of my childhood hahaha,rented charlie & the chocolate factory movie & lepaked at her house.ended up eating again.boy im getting fat.no offence to "plummer" ppl out there.had a big arguiment with julz juz now.hate fighting with her cuz i cant stand not touching & hugging her in my arms.sum ppl,well most,well all ppl dun understand me.julz does.but if she were to give up then i dun see the point of having a life.i might as well confine myself in the hell hole i grew up in.loves.

kak aidah & gang came 4 raya.went back yez.was fun to have them along.not 4getting the free transport.hahah.insya'allah kalau ader rezeki i wanna get sumting like abg utehs car 4 my family use.toyota rev4 L.its so smooth on the road.feel like your gliding man.as 4 now im still thinking bout getting a license or not.well see.raya has been quite a drag.noting but the same ol faces & houses we go every single year.k im stumped.dun noe what else to write.julz starting skool next week.ive gt 2 more weeks of vacation.oh & the outing breaking fast with the ol macphersonites was sick.miss them so.although i hoped for more to come.next yr then.saw is at geylang that night.wat a small werld indeed.thanxx 2 ct z 4 her generousity 4 "belanja-ing" us delifrance'.this yr bdk2 senyap jer.tak tau gi klua raya ke tak.haiz.boringz.klah i wana go eat ayam masak merah & watch ALIEN VS PREDATOR!!!!!!!! hahaha.lurve those two iconic creatures of heavenly disasters!!!!muahahaha.

"i would rather have you a day in my life.
a night.an evening.
even if i were to loose you,
then to never have you at all."

||my heart.bled||9:34 PM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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