my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Saturday, November 12

arrghhh!!!i juz got back from a very "climatic" day.hurhur.went out with julz & it was fun filled with so much emotion.let me say that again with more passion. EEEEEMMOORRRRRTTTHHHEEEOOONNN!!!!!hahaha.julz brought me to the suntec summit tour which isnt exactly a tour.its juz an hour of you going up to the rooftop of suntec tower 4 & ''vualah''!!!!magical.very aww inspiring & speechless.super uber sweet of her.it was sick dude!!we could see the WHHOLLEEEE of our beloved lion city & even abit of m'sai & indonesia.aint that grand?we took picts like cam whores & cudnt shut up.haha.we were lucky the "tour guide" brought her frend up cuz she wud hav been bored & wud have wanted us to leave earlier.so we got like an extra 15 minutes grace.thank you grumpy ol moody auntie!!haha.it felt great.to feel like your at the top of the world with the person who makes you fly even higher.thannxy my muackens!!my new pet nickname for julz.oh & speaking of pets julz got 2 real life bunny bears frm toys 'r' us.she only wanted the brown one.so i sneackingly went to pay for the white one when she told me to put it back.she said it reminded her of "putih" her ol pet rabbit that died.alas my efforts failed when she caught me red handed but she gave in.i know this sounds weird & all but i cudnt let him go.i felt a bond between the two bunnies.he looked so sad when julz was still deciding if she shud get the white one or not.& he looked happier when i was gonna pay for him.i know this sounds really weird but theres sumthing bout those bunnies that made my heart sank when i looked at them.as if they were callin out to us.i really felt a bond.haha.i think im goin kookoo.haha.oh & what a small werld it is when we say taufik!!as in taufik batisah dok!!bukan batista tau.tu wrestler.haha.he was very cool & dressed simply.julz wantd to take a pict with him to make ima jealous but gez he was in a rush to meet sumone or sumthing.we cudnt catch up with him.bummer.there was also this event at the suntec convention center & sum of the roads were blocked because of that.it was a meeting & an investiture of some sort.security was heavy as death metal meets metalcore man.haha.julz was so kuit when the bustop that we were gonna take the bus at was closed & she had this pathetic face on when she asked one of the road marshals or sumtng if busses were still going by the road.she had this adorbale to die for face when the marshall said that the road was indeed closed & a pathetic "how come ah??" came out frm her loud mouth.& when were walking away frm her the auntie marshall said "oh got meeting ah".haha.it was funny cuz she wasnt suppose to have heard what julz said & it was meant to be a sarcastic slap.haha.julz is bizzare!!haha.oh & i finaly got to satisfy my cravings of those black pepper/honey glazed chicken thing-a-megic.after scrounging multiple ntucs' & cold storanges' we finlay found a halal one at those quick bites counter thingies at care'four.it was delectable.we sat & ate like pigs.haha.ok2.like kings & queens sitting at singapore river.been such a long time since weve been there.the tide was high so its very much worth it.it think its been like what?2 months since weve been there.unforgetable day i must say. I WAS AT THE TOP OF THE WORLD!!!!!!

my swan princess flew me to the heavenly sky with her angel wings

||my heart.bled||1:20 AM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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