| my diffident.self |
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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
Thursday, November 24 am i a phsyco?is it wrong to talk to yourself.is it wrong to pull out your own hair everyday?is it wrong that the only way to relieve yourself is by hurting yourself?is it wrong to beat your own head?is it wrong to hold back anger & depression?& use it on yourself?i gez i dun wanna be like my mom.im already a ticking time bomb that has its occasional blow ups.i dun want to end up like her & have the big bang.i dun wanna suffer from high blood pressure & have to eat pills.but its hard.i have a problem.& i know that.but its hard to control it when everyday ppl look down on you.take advantage of you.doesn't let you "in".expect certain things that ppl wont do for you juz because your willing to do it for them.it hurts.i gez we cant expect to be treated the same as we treat others in life.i remember once i needed coins to go to a public toilet.so i asked my mom for coins & she told me to take it out from her wallet.i specifically remember giving it back to her.& she lost her wallet when we got back home.i could say that she would wanna disown me.In fact it was under her bed when she dropped her bag.i was so angry at her for blaming me & scolding me.but at the same time i felt bad that all her money,cards,ic,contacts & stuff was gonna be gone forever.but i knew i din do anything wrong.but still i had hell to pay for something i did not committ.& she din even say sorry.how pathetic can a guy be huh?well i gez you havent met me. ||my heart.bled||12:43 AM |
| my vestige.journey |
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| scar.your words |
| dreaming.a reality |
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les paul guitar |
