my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Wednesday, February 22

ive been at home since tuesday.sat was the gig.it sucked except for the last song.we tore the walls down with memphis will be laid to waste.joanna cried cuz she din press the rec button on the vidcam.no biggie actually.poor girl.monday was the isetan dinner and dance.it was kewl.although i did think the hospitality crew at suntec could have been more nicer.& i didnt know that isetan has quite a few hot girls.hahaha.julz was so keeping an eye at me when i was checking out the girls from scotts.haha.the MC was good.very funny but he spoke alota chinese which was kinda irritating at a certain point.there was alcohol & to be honest it was very tempting.free flow lagi siak.but i held myself back & im kinda proud of myself 4 dat.the concert ended at 11 or so.then it was dancing all the way till god knows what time.haha & the weirdest thing was that julz was dancing.yep.she was dancing & gosh she looked so freaking hot sial.haha.kak yaya looked like she was having fun.pei chin so totally rocks the dance floor.shes one hell of a good dancer.i just sat there with aden & i was totally freaked out when joanne was trying to persuade me to dance & she was like gonna grind me.i could so feel my face turning pink.in the end i thought what the hell.it be a waste not to since its not a very normal occasion.& I GOT TO GRIND JULZ!!!!hahaha.front & back.side to side.haha.dat was so sexy.it was so turning me on.haha.like whatever zan.we went off at 1.sent julz home.lepaked with her till 230am.then didnt go school the next day.malas ah.haha.& today im sick.just great.doc says i got the minor case of Tonsillitis.if i have anymore of this id have to have them remove.man that will be very costly.i hope it wont go to that serious.but 2 days MC.yeay!!hhaaha.

||my heart.bled||8:13 PM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com