| my diffident.self |
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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
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Monday, January 22 im sooooo confused.it hurts so much.sssooooooo ssoooooo much.i tot i had a good weekend.a better one.but.things fall apart.things don't seem what they appear sometimes.i really.reaally cant stop crying.sure.im ok wen im wit my frenz.but i cant.when im home.when im in the bus alone.thinking about her.thinkin about the 4yrs of knowing her.& 3 yrs of being together.it hurts.really deep.call me fuckin emo lah.but i really cant control my tear glands (if theres even such a thing) im tired.but restless.its like im soooooo tired & exhausted but i cant rest my body & mind.i cant accept it.i wont.but i have too.but i dont want to.arrrghh.im startin to tear up again.is this relationship not worth it?am i not worth it?i guess this life is not worth it.i guess my life is not worth it. |
| my vestige.journey |
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| scar.your words |
| dreaming.a reality |
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les paul guitar |
