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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
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Friday, January 12 ive lost it.first i lost my bandmates.then money.then i lost my time..and now.the most valuable & most precious thing.ive lost her..lost it.all gone.ive lost my soul.my will.my desire.ive lost all meaning.i really don't know what i'll do.all i know is that i will wait for her.that i will love her just like i do, just like i did 3yrs ago, just like when i first saw her.oh.the first time.ill never forget the first time i saw her as she slowly strolled across the schools walkway towards the inet.giving off the most beautifull auro in slow motion.gosh what a dreamer.catching her in a hearbeat in slow motion.ill never be the same.ive lost a huge HUGE part of me.ive lost myself.to all guys out there.never make the one you love the most independant.never make her be able to stand on her own two feet.make her want you.all the time.make her NEED you.cuz once she's able to live on her own.thats when you're dispensable.i was born into this world when you came into my life.but now.as you leave it, i've died.. I Love You Nur Juliana Johari George Micheal - Kissing a Fool "You are far, When I could have been your star, You listened to people, Who scared you to death, and from my heart, Strange that you were strong enough, To even make a start, But you'll never find Peace of mind, Til you listen to your heart, People, You can never change the way they feel, Better let them do jus twhat they will, For they will, If you let them, Steal your heart from you, People, Will always make a lover feel a fool, But you knew I loved you, We could have shown them all, We should have seen love through, Fooled me with the tears in your eyes, Covered me with kisses and lies, So goodbye, But please don't take my heart, You are far, I'm never gonna be your star, I'll pick up the pieces And mend my heart, Maybe I'll be strong enough, I don't know where to start, But I'll never find Peace of mind, While I listen to my heart, People, You can never change the way they feel, Better let them do just what they will, For they will, If you let them, Steal your heart, And people, Will always make a lover feel a fool, But you knew I loved you, We could have shown them all, But remember this, Every other kiss, That you ever give Long as we both live When you need the hand of another man, One you really can surrender with, I will wait for you, Like I always do, There's something there, That can't compare with any other, You are far, When I could have been your star, You listened to people, Who scared you to death, and from my heart, Strange that I was wrong enough, To think you'd love me too. I guess you were kissing a fool, You must have been kissing a fool" thank you for the best three years of my life  I Love You ||my heart.bled||2:52 AM |
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