| my diffident.self |
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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
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Monday, January 29 yesterday.or shud i say on sat was such a hectic day.mentally actually.there were alot of people and that made it worse.i was supposed to go get the tixx 4 the match between singapore & m'sia.but apparently the very rude sales-counter person at the toa payoh stadium was very not helpful at all.so i tot id go to jalan besar stadium.gosh how i rgereted it.y?cuz i dint noe where it was.& where to alight frm the bus.in the end i got lost.so i had to stop sumwhere in the middle of nowhere.& then it rained.it just rained heavily!!wtf ryte??!!then i had to walk a very long distance to cross the bridge JUST TO GET TO THE BUSTOP OPPOSITE!!wat the hell.apparently for such a small road.with 2 lanes each.it seemed like the road was spitting out cars endlessly.& i mean EEEENNDDLLEESSLLLYYYY...sheesh..at least when i crossed over there was a bus that went straight to bugis.so i cud go 4 jammin.second combat & the geeks were actually playin on that day.it was so tempting to watch.but i know my priorities.i had to prove to myself that she's my top priority.not that i didn't know that already.but i just had to prove to myself again.after my jam we met.she looked so good.even with her new gold earings (which i dun wanna admit it kinda looks nice.hahahaha) i was kinda irritatin.i kept apolagizing for the sucky day.boy what a dumbass i am.we went to eat at tong seng.then we din noe where to go after that.& i guess its just me to feel so very apolagetic.so she suggested we go eat ice cream at Haggen Daz.her treat.again i felt so bad cuz she had benn treatin me for this couple of days.nvm.ill get back my revenge on valentines day.hehehee.yeah.she asked me out for valentines.not me leh.she.heheheh.proud hor?of course lah!!girl ask boy leh.not the other way round.haha.we wanted to sit at the big red couch but it was like fully booked.so we reserved the seats untill it was available.so while waiting we walked around raffles city mall.julz & her marks & spencer.tak habez2.hahaha.i dun wanna admit shez gettin more beatiful as shez becumin more "girly".hahaha.although i preffered her "heck-care" attitude.its nice to see her maturing beautifully.just like a butterfly.sent her home after our "dessert-supper" being able to feel her warm embrace in the bus was nice.even if it was for a short while. |
| my vestige.journey |
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| scar.your words |
| dreaming.a reality |
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les paul guitar |
