my conciliatory to fallacy

my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"

memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze

Friday, April 6

weeeee.gt back an hour ago.kinda tired but i stayed up to watch the tele & eat my super duper late supper.haha.i gez if i din eat the food big kahuna bought she wud go berzerkerz 2mro!!haha.today was hectic.slept for like an hour or 2 only cuz i was trying to figure out lyrics for FORGIVES song.had to wake up at 7 to go to werk.then went to meet the guys at town in the evening for recording at TNT.first time being in a recording studio.was shit load full of nerves sia.hahaha.my lyrics werent done.faeroz & ahmad.k took 2 & a half to lay down their parts for the 5 songs.ahmad & i only took a few takes.gosh it was freakin weird man.recording.listening to yur own stupid voice.the sucky part was nt being able to hold the mic.it was sssoooooooooooooooooooooo hard.i really tip my hat to those "screamers"/"gore-rers" who do recording.its really hard.trust me.sounds & seem easy but now i understand.shit dude.haha.but im very & i mean very stoked bout the songs.finally complete with gang chants & all.was very rushing.VERY!!plus my lyrics any-oh-how hantam.but what to do.faeroz wanted to finish it by today.so left for mr ah boy to mix.we started at 6 & finished at 11.40 like that.cant wait to hear the full thing.so excited.this sat duxton plains turn.recordin at snakeweed.cant wait for that.

so after that we went to bencoolen street.the kedai2 kopi near gas haus there.faeroz,ahmad,jai frm overthrown & one more dude frm LCHC which i forgot his name.hehe.sat there lepak.talked crap till like 2.45.then headed off to the 7 11 & bought ourselves a big gulp.then sat infront of this fashion.talk more crap & walked all the way to the bus stop at city hall.took night rider number ONE!!..by the time i gt home was like 3.45 i think.haha.it was a good day.new experience.eventhough tiring.

||my heart.bled||4:49 AM