my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Saturday, December 24

juz got back home frm christmas outing with julz.she looked so hot in the mango dress i bought 4 her.i wish i cud tear it off her.heh.i got myself the new thrice cd 'vheissu'.very kewl.very thrice.very mellow.orchard was very packed just now.we ate at the Hot Halal Restaurant at esplanade.the food there is ok i gez but like swensens it doznt have alota variety.the waitress was very nice though..hehe.plus she has short hair.haha.she 4got to take one of our orders & she was so very apolagetic bout it.they shud have given it to us on the house.& there was this one time julz wanted to drink but instead of her cup she picked up the bottle of chilli which was very humorous.VERY.haha.imagine if she din noticed it & were to drink the chilli?hahaha.datll be soooooo funny.haha.anw the sandwich was humongous.its more like a burger sia.haha.julz got me a topman shirt that has cuffs with cufflings.how rad is that.my very first cuffed shirt.& she also got me the blink 182 greatest hits cd deluxe edition with dvd.sick.my most fav band in the world.& toy cars that we both got together at toys 'r' us so we can exchange.cute aint it.& all i gt her was a stupid buuterfly ring from guess that she wanted & perlinis earings & necklace.all heart shapped.well i just hope that out of the 4 presents i gt her she would at least like one of them.we went back to orchard after dinner cuz esplanade was kinda boring.it had no sense of festive joy.orchard was very happening with people going around spraying "snow in a can" at everyone who was carrying those cans.julz & i got "hit" by some of the snow.it was very smelly & it made my nose itch but it was so fun to see ppl having fun.i wanna do that at next years christams.mesti gerek kalau ramai2.but it is still a bomb going out with julz.i had fun.juz hope she did.yeay.1 week vacation in liao.hurray hurray.


missing these guys =(

||my heart.bled||11:51 PM

Sunday, December 18

wooh what an exhausting week it has been.had the mango sale recently.my feet still aches from all the walking for 12 hours a day.but i actually prefer the sale cuz we dun have to tend to the needs oof the customer.juz tell them all the stocks are out.hehe.lstening to i hear you calling by gob ryte now.oh & i went out with aidil & julz yez.ana met us very late.they went to mustafa center & we went back.it was already 11.if only i had my own transport.freedom to go home anytime.

hadnt been updating lately.very tired lah.but last saturday julz & i went to celebrate our 2 yr annniversary.she brought me to the straits kitchen at hyatt hotel.it was so kewl.& expensive too.the buffet costs 40 smackerooz per person.but it was well worth it.then went window shopping at orchard & marina square.it so new & big now.poor julz her feet were aching frm wearing the high heels.haha & we bought 3 boxes of plaster that kpet slipping off bcuz of her sweaty feet.eeeee.so gross.hahahaha.shed kill me if she knew.haha.nahz.i dun care or mind.id still lick her feet..slurpp..yum yum.hhaha.& then she brought me for the singapore river taxi boat ride.that was so kewl.we stood up at the front & tthe coffee bean by the river.had spaghetti & lotsa cake WHICH julz said tasted basi & din finish when in fact she wanted it all.hahaha.cute.& sat at the place where i first asked her to be mine till 2am.she looked so darn hot & gorgeous in her dress.haaiiiizzzzz..my heart melted like m&ms in your mouth.i really cant explain how i feel when i look at her.she din notice but i cudnt help but stare at her when we were waiting for the bus to go to marina at somerset.it gives my heart a feeling of content,relaxation & a sigh of relief that ive met the one.





||my heart.bled||11:22 AM

Thursday, December 8

wohoo.the gig yez was far better then i or we all expected.the place was kinda small but the ambience was way kewl.our set was rocking man.din care bout everyone.juz went up & wrecked havoc.the chaos level was over the notch when we played our first song 'undefined'.eventhough we jammed that song for like only 4 or 5 times.it was wicked to see the audience sing along when we covered lip gloss.that so totally fuelled up my adrenalin even more & the best part was seeing ppl MOSH!!!YES MOSH!!! during our set.wohooo.wat an accomplishment.haha.& too think we actually were very & i mean VERY negative about the gig.but it turned out so well.cant wait 4 the picts & video.my body still aches from all the jumping & head banging but well worth the strain.it was close to super great if gary din screw up wen we played 'the begining' but heck even i 4got lyrics.haha.hopefully no one noticed.it was a blast.so happy julz cud make it & watch.so flattered that she told me she was proud of me.yeah man.yeah!! -lets set our hearts at self-destruct!!

||my heart.bled||9:26 PM

Tuesday, December 6

weeeeeeee.din go skool for a max of 2 days.hahaha.mc on the rage.haha.had a "virul infection".which is a kewler way to say i had the sniffles.haha.the (medicated) drugs are werkin good except the "virus" did kinda came back for a second wave attack this morning.im not so stoked bout tommorrows gig at IJ.we only jammed once & 2mro were jamming b4 the gig.gez ill be skipping IWAD lessons 2mro.hopefully not much ppl turn up since its a weekday & theres another gig going on at the substation.goooooooooo melanie murder.

oh & its our very first gig with our band name on a flyer.how sickness is that.

||my heart.bled||3:38 PM

Friday, December 2

woohoo.im so stoked for next sat.it was our 2nd yr anniversary yez but were officially gonna celebrate it next sat.yep its been 2yrs of layaning each others crappyness & tears.i also noticed my blog is a yr old too.kewl.this is our very first & i say again very first 2nd yr anni.i wudnt be here if it werent for her.i hearts you my muackenz.

ill be looking foward to more years with you baby.my rain & sunshine

||my heart.bled||8:26 PM

my vestige.journey



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dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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