my diffident.self

name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986
location- land of broken hearts.
& shattered souls
music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore.
emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens
contact- emokills187@hotmail.com
screenname- emokills

"im just a kid sacrifices made will i get anything out from it?maybe one fine day.it's all bottled up inside it's been awhile.
even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter"



memory.lane
a day@CreativeCenter
date.movie
friday.night fever
cycling
new year.morning
new year05/06
christmas05'
LaoPaSat
melaniemurders2nd gig.the.discordant project
2yr.anniversary
my babys.birthday
suntec.summit2
suntec.summit
breaking fast.ite-mp
julz being....errr...julz <3
ripples pub.mr&miss
my happiest.& only 19th birthday
nokia.starlight cinema
ite simei.classmates
100905
memories of you.will never.fade away.
melanie murders first.gig
people.in my life
bay beats o4'

setting my wings.ablaze



Saturday, January 7

oh.& julz looks

se-mackingly adora-bely ca-ute

drinking teh tarik =)

||my heart.bled||1:32 AM



yah!!its the new year.haha.long since ive updated.kinda busy.had fun on new yrs eve.went to espla with the gang to watch the amazing fireworks that was accompanied with kewl orchestratic-techno-like songs.haha.but its was rad.juls went home as ana,aidil,winz & i ton (if dats how u spell that freakin werd) haha.ton indeed we did (sarcasticly) by 4 we were asleep near the tourist centre at the merlion.we got off frm there at 630.i felt like it was more of a skool camp.haha.weird.juz got fall out boys' from under the cork tree album.nice.went to jam for the first time at velvet joint with MM.its a kewl place to chill.very homy feeling.but the guitar & especially the cymbols for the drums suck like my screaming.ive yet to fully recover frm my undying cough & the gig is next week.bummer.then went to jln kayu ALSO for the very first time with julz.so sweet of her to bring me there.we ate at this place called Cafeela.the food was very nice.next time were gonna try the famous ice cream prata at the shop next to it.after hearing all the hype bout that place i finally had a taste of it.tanxx sweetie.even though we fought so many time just now.im really sorry.i love her like when the word love was first said.

||my heart.bled||12:28 AM

Monday, January 2

FFFFFFUUUUUUCCCKKKKKK!!!!
Y MUST FUCKING THINGS HAPPEN TO ME.Y MUST IT BE THAT EVERY TIME SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS SUMTING WORSE COMES ALONG & SHATTERS MY LIFE INTO OBLIVION.
FUUUUCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!! KILL ME PLS.KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!

||my heart.bled||4:02 PM

my vestige.journey



scar.your words



dreaming.a reality

guitar effects pedal
les paul guitar
a PC
< kappa canvas shoe
light coloured jeans/pants
< new bangle/bracelet
ZARA sweater
TOPMAN shirt
digital camera

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