| my diffident.self |
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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
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Friday, February 24 i gez ill neva sum up to anyone.ill neva live up to even standard expectations.i can go as high as a mountain.but ill always be at the bottom.id give anything to repent myself.but i gez im just afraid that even after death i would never be forgiven.let live or let die.ill burn myslef with fire tonight.hopefully a time will come, that will clear the ashes of reminisces. |
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Wednesday, February 22 ive been at home since tuesday.sat was the gig.it sucked except for the last song.we tore the walls down with memphis will be laid to waste.joanna cried cuz she din press the rec button on the vidcam.no biggie actually.poor girl.monday was the isetan dinner and dance.it was kewl.although i did think the hospitality crew at suntec could have been more nicer.& i didnt know that isetan has quite a few hot girls.hahaha.julz was so keeping an eye at me when i was checking out the girls from scotts.haha.the MC was good.very funny but he spoke alota chinese which was kinda irritating at a certain point.there was alcohol & to be honest it was very tempting.free flow lagi siak.but i held myself back & im kinda proud of myself 4 dat.the concert ended at 11 or so.then it was dancing all the way till god knows what time.haha & the weirdest thing was that julz was dancing.yep.she was dancing & gosh she looked so freaking hot sial.haha.kak yaya looked like she was having fun.pei chin so totally rocks the dance floor.shes one hell of a good dancer.i just sat there with aden & i was totally freaked out when joanne was trying to persuade me to dance & she was like gonna grind me.i could so feel my face turning pink.in the end i thought what the hell.it be a waste not to since its not a very normal occasion.& I GOT TO GRIND JULZ!!!!hahaha.front & back.side to side.haha.dat was so sexy.it was so turning me on.haha.like whatever zan.we went off at 1.sent julz home.lepaked with her till 230am.then didnt go school the next day.malas ah.haha.& today im sick.just great.doc says i got the minor case of Tonsillitis.if i have anymore of this id have to have them remove.man that will be very costly.i hope it wont go to that serious.but 2 days MC.yeay!!hhaaha. |
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Thursday, February 9 im bored.i feel hot.dehydrated.grammy is on.had quite a long weekend.ate at bedemer in the middle of the night with aidil,ana,aden & julz.fun.heh.3 A's, a J & a Z.k.lame.didnt know isetan had so much politics.finaly had the valentines banner up.like it very much.got stepped over the head just now at skool.well i actualy do evryday.but settled it.pay not in for this month.whichh totaly sucks.i dun know y im talking in short sentences.so robotic.tommorrow first guitar lesson.sat jammin wit both bands.jerrell gonna session for JDV.lking foward to dat.peace no war. ![]() discordant project2 coming.not prepared.wat the hell. ||my heart.bled||10:29 PM |
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Thursday, February 2 ( i had no idea what my first werds were going to be.to be honest ;p ) ![]() so?i dun do well in pressure okey.& the lady at the back seems like shes ready to hurl ![]() "akibat nangka busuk yang sudah jatuh" ![]() ||my heart.bled||11:38 PM |
| my vestige.journey |
| scar.your words |
| dreaming.a reality |
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les paul guitar |