| my diffident.self |
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name- does it matter.honestly?
year- 29091986 location- land of broken hearts. & shattered souls music- punk rock.hardcore.emo.metalcore. emocore.pop.jazz.oldies like Ritchie Valens contact- emokills187@hotmail.com screenname- emokills even as the world sharpens beneath me i'll just pretend & smile.but it doesn't matter cuz i won't been missed i'll just leave a letter" |
| setting my wings.ablaze |
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Monday, July 10 italy won the world cup.was quite expecting that.both julz n i were kinda rooting for both italy n france.hahah.we were confused on whom to support but i think we were leaning a tad more to france.we went to chijmes after work to watch the game.man it was uber packed even before 12.haha.its so embarassing that we kept going up & down the place in search of an empty seat.we actually wanted to go sit at the irish pub.but one last seat was taken just before we wanted to "chop" the place.i was so restless to find a place i dint care if we had to sit in a pub with a cover charge.but luckily julz din give up.we went up & found that the sake bar had "vacancies".hehe.i bought myself $25 worth of sprite!!hahaha.julz had coke.n we bought chips n ate the "ferarer rochez" (i dun freaking care bout the spelling.heheh) that i bought for julz earlier at work.alot of the spectators were supporting italy.hahaha.n there we were, quitely rooting n cheering for france n not to forget a little for italy.hahaha.but as the penalty kickout favoured to italy we screamed n cheered for them!!hahaha.it was hilarious.padahal padahal.hahaha.hope no one there noticed.hahaha.but it was a good game.n a far greater experience, especially it being with julz.we saved alota money as kak juanna picked us up in abang faerozes (julz sisters boyfriend) car.free ride.hehehe.its true that the world cup does bring people closer to each other.L.E.H. |
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Sunday, July 9 im trying to start a new life now.finally finished my attachment.both hafiz & i feel so free.like a load of giant rocks.....from jurong island.has been carried off our shoulders.wat a relief.less then a yr more to graduate then im off to being the dogs of the government aka NS.heh.today i start back work at mango.oh how i miss working in the comfort of air-conditioned surroundings.& not to forget the short wee hours too.heh.ive been kinda emotional lately.been asking myself alot of questions.wat will you do when youve lost your touch?when you know you cant help.yet you try.but you fail.then you try to be strong but you succumb to the inevitable & just self-destruct without even noticing it.it sucks that you know theres nothing you can do except listen.oh how i wish i was given the brain of a genius & encounter any problems & solve it with such ease.it would definately lighten ones load & set a spark for that person to ponder on.how i wish i was that person.but i am not.not to be vain but i was given a better ear then a mouth or brain.i was proud to say i was once that statue that ppl would have the comfort to come too.but now ppl seek for the talking mirror as the statue is left behind to its old past.i guess the worlds not as it used to be.yeah.like skins snake.everyday as the world spins it sheds its layers to make room for new skin.& thats what im ready for now.well...at least thats what i hope for.theres so much more i wanna say but i just dont know how to put it in words.i wish i could define myself much better but i cant.or at least its very hard too. |
| my vestige.journey |
| scar.your words |
| dreaming.a reality |
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les paul guitar |
