Wednesday, February 21 wow.im still UP!!haha.ive been watchin episodes from Beast Wars:Transformers trhoughout the whole night.haha.man i feel like getting the dvd.so much to watch.so much relevance to the original G1 transformers.kewl.cant wait to watch the live action movie!!woohhoo!! ||my heart.bled||5:56 AM

Monday, February 12 does one have to be "fierce" in order to be nice?i ponder at that sometimes.cuz sometimes being just nice isn't enough.you gotta like put pressure on it.re-inforce yur nice-ness.but then wudn't it mean yur not sincere?OR wud it mean that you're more sincere??hmm...... ||my heart.bled||4:47 AM

Monday, February 5 fffuuuccckkkk love!!fuuuccckkkkkk life!!fuck everyone in it.fuck you!!you!!and you!!yeah you!!fucker whose writting this stupid fucking blog!!why dont you just do yourself a favour & just go to hell fucker.yeah now i know what it means. "Yet i'm nothing more, than a line in you're book" im just a speck of bacteria to you are'nt i??an illusion.a fiction.fragment of your imagination. ||my heart.bled||1:56 AM

Friday, February 2 wow.i still feel the aftermath of yesterdays migrain.feels like a hangover ater drinkin.heh.padahal padahal.yez i went to school.so much people there now.and alota new girls too.but ntah.i just didn't seem to be intrested.the rest of the guys were like "whoaaaa".."ish".."eh!!eh!!tengok tengok!!".."kiwak baik siol"....but ntah.i just cudnt be bothered.well.i skipped halfway tru DAVT class to go home & get my stuff for jammin.i tot there wud be food at home.but alas i was wrong.haha.so all i ate thoughout the whole entire day was 2 loafs of bread & plain water.went 4 jammin.haha.jerrell seemed so kanchong when playin the bass 4 us.haha.well.he's coverin for iman cuz man had to be confined.but apparently yesterday i got his msg that hes booking out today & goin back in on fri.bummer right?but nvm.were still gonna let jerrell play.it wudnt be very nice to pull jerrell out in the last min.i mean he did take the time to learn our originals.haha.he did oklah 4 the short time that he had.then we headed to the bugis rooftop to meet joanna.got the buttons.which came out really really well except for the blue one.the rest din like it so much. =( so sad.hahah.then we sat up there 4awhile.i smoked.yes.i din eat for the whole day & i smoked.that was the irritatin reason behind the irritatin migrain.haha.so todays entry is about my migrain.haha.k.cant wait 4 2mros gig at HOME club.woohooo.finally.a gig OUTSIDE gas haus.YEAY!!!!! ||my heart.bled||1:35 PM

Thursday, February 1 so fast things go by.yet time seems like forever.goodbye january.finally.i felt that it was the longest january of my whole entire life.it was so long & draggy & painful.please.i hope feb will move on faster.& so on & so on.its true when they say that time moves really slow when your not enjoying it.when your not having fun.it really is true.haaiizz..i cant believe that its happening faster than i expected.i wud have never thought that days like this wud have come.when i loose my soul.when i loose my will.when i loose my trust to others.when i loose my love.when you thought you had someone who can share the whole world with you.but then things change.doors that were opened are now closing.doors that were so hard to open.so long it took.so much effort.slowly it closes.but surely.which sucks.fucking sucks i tell ya!!i think im begining to go back to my ol roots.im startin to loose hope....hope that led me to beleive in faith.oh how hard it was for me to gain faith in him i pray that i will not loose it again. ||my heart.bled||3:59 AM

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